Outs!
People come and go. I get that. It’s up to you and the other person to create a friendship that will last through childish drama and immaturity. It takes effort to continue to talk to a person when they are far away, and it’s almost important to hang out every once in a while even when you live close. I’ve been frustrated lately because of friendships and it’s hard to distinct whether or not it’s worth feeling frustrated over. I really do understand now that certain girls really ARE drama, and I should have known this from high school. But I stuck through even when this chick ditched me for her boyfriend, trashed me on the internet, and talked shit behind my back. When she went through her phase of “alcoholic drunken stupidity” I was the one who slapped her back into reality. But apparently that’s not worth anything over some ridiculous facebook status misinterpretation. Obviously “Sorry” isn’t enough. She has to turn other people against me. That’s insecurity and lack of self confidence at it’s best. I should have listened to my boyfriend when he told me he inherently didn’t like both of them right off the bat. He’s got good intuition. It’s cool though- cause as much as it peeves me to know girls can be such betraying fakers, I really get a feel of who my real friends are. My boyfriend sticks by me through everything. When I’m wrong, he’ll tell me. He enjoys my company and we’re able to go out and do so many fun things together. He makes me laugh- we’re best friends and deeply involved at the same time. It’s a wonderful thing. He likes going to get froyo with me, milk tea with me…he watches silly and cute movies with me, but he’s also independent when he needs to be. And my bestesterestest friend will never leave me. 10 years going strong. She’s been there half my life. Good shit.
So life is cool. English classes kicking my ass but whatever. I should have applied for an associates but…i guess i don’t really need one cause you can’t even get a job with a friggin associates these days! I read all the requirements for jobs and it all either requires a BA or MA. All good. I’ll get there one day (:
