Holidays.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe that you’ll ever be happy. You feel this momentary joy, this excitement that pervades your bones- and then it’s gone. What you thought was a solid wall was really just an illusion. It’s so damn hard to keep a relationship consistent, but then again, what’s a relationship without some ups& downs? Well, I know the truth now. I have succumbed to the dark side of pessimism. I’m always going to be disappointed.
