Jealouzzzz
I really try not to be. I think about how he’s the one holding my hand when we walk around and how he calls and texts me and that I’m the one he loves. But all those thoughts slip away every time he leaves the room to talk to her. I know I shouldn’t care, and I pretend not to- but it’s a facade. I do care. I’m just not comfortable with him talking to someone he used to like. Someone that he LEFT ME FOR BEFORE. Someone he’s KISSED before. Even if it was a couple years or more back, I still can’t get around that. I don’t know how to. I hate that I’m jealous or that I get irritated, but I know that he’d feel the same way if I hung out with any of my exes or left the room to talk to him. Shit. I needa get overrr this.
